Now that we are grown up We should probably own up To the feelings we had They were always present But they were not mentioned So now that we're older We don't have to falter We call always alter Now that we are closer Rest on my shoulder And you will see that we are grown up We are grown ups The years of my life have flown by I wish that I had found the courage to say hi But I guess I was shy, and so were you I made lots of dumb decisions But that was just a learning curb Your voice inside my head is what I heard Spinning round and round like a roundabout You were always round about there The flutter of your eyelashes Wind blowing your hair School was a drag But when it ended I was sad 'Cause I used to see you with your friends Dunno why you played with them Wish that I could take there place So then we can play kiss chase But we are both older now and we are both friends I hope you know I like you But if not then grab my hand And I will help you understand Now that we are grown up We should probably own up To the feelings we had They were always present But they were not mentioned So now that we're older We don't have to falter We call always alter Now that we are closer Rest on my shoulder And you will see that we are grown up We are grown ups Reminiscing in the days of my youth, my childhood When everything was good Apart from one thing - you were hardly in it You were just an image A dream that I dreamt every night It seemed so real but it wasn't real life It was just a lie depicted by my mind The way I looked at you I swear you looked at me in the same way Like an unspoken message A passage to connect the feelings that we were so reluctant to We were stuck, didn't know what to do Only knew what we wanted to do There were no words to say But still you heard me say What my lungs couldn't project Well I was young, what did you expect? Now that we are grown up We should probably own up To the feelings we had They were always present But they were not mentioned So now that we're older We don't have to falter We call always alter Now that we are closer Rest on my shoulder And you will see that we are grown up We are grown ups You're the reason why I felt alive and feel alive You're the reason why I'm feeling so alive I could soar into the sky I could be the reason why you're feeling so alive Mamihlapinatapai I used to be that kind of guy Scared of my own shadow I was so shy, I never said hello But now I am a man A man oh yes I am And I'm ready to confess to the feelings that I have I hope that you reciprocate and let me take your hand It's been a long time coming and we were naive in the process But surely it's gotta count for something It was love and nothing less A feeling that we did not know how to express But now we know we just have to go with the flow So kiss me in this moment, and let your feelings show Now that we are grown up We should probably own up To the feelings we had They were always present But they were not mentioned So now that we're older We don't have to falter We call always alter Now that we are closer Rest on my shoulder And you will see that we are grown up We are grown ups

I stand here alone in the dark 
 With the hope that you will reach for me 
 I sit underneath the spotlight
 In the hope that you won’t see right past me 
I want to stand by you 
In everything that you do 
I can’t go on to pretend 
 That I don’t want the night to end 
I can’t breathe when you’re gone 
From this home I wish that you belonged 
 Oh, how are you gonna comprehend 
 That I don’t want the night to end? I’ve walked here many times before 
 With the hope that you will follow me home
 I’ve waited here by this lamppost 
In the hope that someday you will find me I want to stand by you 
In everything that you do 
I can’t go on to pretend 
That I don’t want the night to end 
I can’t breathe when you’re gone
 From this home I wish that you belonged 
 Oh, how are you gonna comprehend
 That I don’t want the night to end? Okay let's put it plain and simple I don't want you to leave 'cause you are everything that I need My darling why are you doing this to me? I need to be in your loving arms Even if they ain't loving me anymore But probably 'cause I'm curled up in a ball Crying on the floor Underneath this lamppost Feeling like a ghost Needing to be holding you close 'cause at this time of night It's pretty goddamn cold But I know you won't 'cause your mind is made up So I will stay here Because without you There is nothing for me to go back to Don't leave me 
I want to stand by you
 In everything that you do 
I can’t go on to pretend 
 That I don’t want the night to end 
I can’t breathe when you’re gone 
From this home I wish that you belonged
 Oh, how are you gonna comprehend
 That I don’t want the night to end?

Muthafucka, listen up to this brand new track It's Vice'N'Versa gonna take it back To old school muthafucka, yeah As the rain falls down from the rooftops I feel like spitting something ruthless To let the rain wash away the pain of a messed up life I wanna figure out right from wrong and write this song I wanna keep it going on so you know how I feel How I deal with this black cloud in my head My minds racing, pacing the memories of what I've done and said I look at my life and how far I've come Then I put my head in my hands and get ready to run Because it hurts so much I'm loosing my touch, losing my grip I can't hold on I'm beginning to slip It's just not working, anything I do I will never get through This is my curse since my birth And for all it's worth, what am I worth? Well nothing of course I'm not bluffing I'm forced to be a person that I'm not It's a story with no plot, that's the story of my life I'm a big fat waste of space So the place doesn't have space to waste I've gotta face my issues that chase and misuse The function of my brain that is driving me to hell and back Giving me a heart attack Everything I am is what I don't wanna be And mostly, I don't wanna be me In the doom and gloom of things In the doom and gloom of things In the doom and gloom of things In the doom and gloom of things It was never meant to be perfect But these feelings weren't meant to surface I don't deserve this These dark thoughts feeding upon my soul Needing to be consoled Trapped inside this hole where I'm always forgotten Left to rot like rotten, like sodden from the rain That is trickling again and I'm wrecking my brains Losing life's game as all hope sinks down the drainpipe How can you say it's alright, When you can see the wall crumbling before you? I say to myself as I look up in the mirror Now it's all getting clearer as my eyes turn to tears Hopefully before the rain clears Otherwise I'mma bottle it up, hide it away Let it evaporate with a brighter day And until that day comes, In this room is where I'm gonna stay I'm distraught I never thought I could be in such a mess I cannot take much more of this So it seems I let myself down and my family too I know what I wanna do and that's the ugly truth But I ain't telling you 'cause it's a secret And until the day I do it that's how I'm gonna keep it and the only clue is 'I'll take it to the grave.' Who do you think you are? No one likes you You're a joke In the doom and gloom of things (I should never have been born) In the doom and gloom of things (I hate myself so much) In the doom and gloom of things (And everyone else hates me) In the doom and gloom of things (I wanna die) In the doom and gloom of things (I want this to end) In the doom and gloom of things! Sometimes, I hate myself; I hate who I am I feel like the world is a worser place because I'm in it But in the doom and gloom of things, It's alright

I wish I was immune to colds I wish I could cease getting old 'cause it's things like that That really get me down So I wish upon a brighter day Where depression is lead astray And until that day comes, I'll be okay (okay) I just wanna be a nice person Not someone who hurts other people And makes their pain worsen I learn from my mistakes But I can't undo them I never wanted to be the cause For so many heartbreaks I wish I didn't do them I wanna be perceived As someone who feels the need to be kind To maintain a positive state of mind But I've committed so many sins I should spend the rest of my life repenting So I'mma try bring change to myself 'cause my current self is discontenting (Okay) I wish I was immune to colds I wish I could cease getting old 'cause it's things like that That really get me down So I wish upon a brighter day Where depression is lead astray And until that day comes, I'll be okay The one thing I dread is old age I never wanna grow out of this youth stage This is the prime time of my life I know I'm not perfect, So I'm not always gonna get it right But I know it's worth it to give it a try One way or another, I'm gonna make it to the top It's possible but seems impossible But nonetheless I'm not gonna stop It's gonna take a lot of effort And mentally, it might hurt But physically, I'll make it work If ever I want to please myself I'll start with pleasing other people by obligating to change And flushing out my evil (Okay) I wish I was immune to colds I wish I could cease getting old 'cause it's things like that That really get me down So I wish upon a brighter day Where depression is lead astray And until that day comes, I'll be okay (okay)

I stand here alone in the dark 
With the hope that you will reach for me 
I sit underneath the spotlight
 In the hope that you won’t see right past me 
I want to stand by you 
In everything that you do 
I can’t go on to pretend 
That I don’t want the night to end 
I can’t breathe when you’re gone 
From this home I wish that you belonged 
Oh, how are you gonna comprehend 
That I don’t want the night to end? I’ve walked here many times before 
With the hope that you will follow me home
 I’ve waited here by this lamppost 
In the hope that someday you will find me I want to stand by you 
In everything that you do 
I can’t go on to pretend 
That I don’t want the night to end 
I can’t breathe when you’re gone
 From this home I wish that you belonged 
Oh, how are you gonna comprehend
 That I don’t want the night to end? There were times when you put a blade through my heart Times when you made my heart start With every breath I take we seem to be drifting apart I don't want tonight to end I just want to go back to the start And live it again just to stop going to the end Don't leave me 
I want to stand by you
 In everything that you do 
I can’t go on to pretend 
That I don’t want the night to end 
I can’t breathe when you’re gone 
From this home I wish that you belonged
 Oh, how are you gonna comprehend
 That I don’t want the night to end?