Even though I've overcome so much in my life
It feels like I'm in exactly the same place
I've always been

All these dark thoughts
They're surrounding me
Barricading like a mountain
My head is crowded,
I am drowning
In these dark thoughts
They're surrounding me
Barricading like a mountain
I feel shrouded,
I wouldn't doubt it
When I usher them away
It's never moving mountains

It feels like I've got frostbite
I can't stomach it
Being eaten away like a tripe
Yeah I know you thought it
'cause I talk shit
And now you think I'm crying wolf
But the moons aglow
And guess what I'm turning into?
A fucking sheep, I'm ashamed to be me
Cry in my sleep, too afraid to break free
What do I gotta do to get some peace?
'cause I've only got one piece to the puzzle
Nobody gives a fuck about my rebuttal
I'm like an exile being sent into space on shuttle
They trying silence me but I don't fit their muzzle
You can't contain me,
Release the genie from the bottle

All these dark thoughts
They're surrounding me
Barricading like a mountain
My head is crowded,
I am drowning
In these dark thoughts
They're surrounding me
Barricading like a mountain
I feel shrouded,
I wouldn't doubt it
When I usher them away
It's never moving mountains

Even when I'm feeling like I'm gonna succeed
The negative thoughts niggle away
Knocking me down like a damn stampede
I'm pro-life but I should'a been aborted
I fantasise about my demise
'cause I despise my fucking life
Yeah I know my opinion's distorted
I know it's a mental disorder
But still,
The feeling is so palpable it could kill
I dunno if it will, but fuck it
I'm gonna make it to the top of the hill
I will not stop until I reach the summit
And when I look down at the view
I tell myself,
Anything's attainable if you really want it

All these dark thoughts
They're surrounding me
Barricading like a mountain
My head is crowded,
I am drowning
In these dark thoughts
They're surrounding me
Barricading like a mountain
I feel shrouded,
I wouldn't doubt it
When I usher them away
It's never moving mountains

I'm standing on this promontory
Will anybody recognise me
When I'm disfigured at the bottom of sea?
This is a perfect time to end my life
But why can't I decide?
There's always a mountain to climb
But that's the point
We chase the high
So please try